I’ve really struggled this week to keep my emotions in tact and maintain some sort of normalcy. On Friday, June 15th I was at work and received a breaking news alert on my Apple watch which I automatically checked like normal. I believe it said something to the effect of two officers shot at Wyandotte County Courthouse, more information to come. What many people don’t know about Wyandotte County is that as crazy as it sounds, we are a very tight knit community. I don’t know another community in the Kansas City metro area that has what Wyandotte County has. It’s hard to describe. Wyandotte County has a bad reputation and a lot of it is deserved but a lot of it is just plain bullshit. Many of the residents started their families here, and then their families started families and so on and so on. I guess what I’m trying to say is that everyone knows everybody, or at least knows someone from their family. We are a community that supports our police and fire departments, our city employees, our neighbors. It’s not about about republican or democrat, it’s about being a decent person and doing the right thing.
After seeing the breaking news alert I quickly grab my phone in search for more information. From the little information that I had seen, I was scared. Real scared. I have friends and family that work at the courthouse, that work for the sheriff’s office, that work for the Kansas City Kansas Police Department, and the Kansas City Kansas Fire Department. All I knew at that point was something bad had happened and multiple people were shot. After some texts to friends and wives of law enforcement around the city, I was relieved that everyone I knew was safe and accounted for. But then I lost it. We, and when I saw we, I mean Wyandotte County, have lost so many great people in the past couple years due to really bad criminals being on the street. Officer Melton, Detective Lancaster, and Lou Scherzer all were murdered by stupid pieces of trash. All murdered in our community, in our backyard. Why does this keep happening!
As a wife of a firefighter, I can honestly say that I don’t get worried about my husband not coming home after his shift. We get busy with our jobs, with our kids, and with our life and I just honestly don’t ever worry about it. And then these horrible acts of violence happen and I’m sure Deputy King and Deputy Rohrer’s family expected them to come home that evening. I’m sure that Detective Lancaster wife and kids expected him home for dinner that evening. I’m sure that Officer Melton’s girlfriend and kids expected to see him that evening. I know Lou Scherzer’s fiancée didn’t think that Saturday night was any different than the one before. So am I a bad person that I don’t get scared every third day that my husband might not come home? I am asking that question, be honest.
No matter what your spouse does for a living, just imagine waiting by the phone or by the front door waiting for a Chaplin to come. What kind of life could you lead? A couple years ago two brave Kansas City Missouri Firefighters went on a call that went horribly wrong and they lost their lives (the fire was deliberately set so it was murder in my opinion). Do you think that Larry Leggio and John Mesh thought they wouldn’t be going back to the station after that routine call! I bet they did, they were seasoned firefighters. I don’t want to get into the whole “Our lives are in God hands” discussion because that could go in a whole other direction.
The point is that I’m sad. I’m angry. I want the families of these deplorable criminals to know that they are horrible people and they don’t deserve to live. I actually wish harm on them. Why do bad things happen to good people? Why couldn’t Antoine Fielder get shot in the head? Why can’t he suffer? Hell, you can’t even put on the news anymore without hearing about horrible people killing innocent people just because. When did it become acceptable to bully, talk down, and spew hate towards people. I have to admit that I have gone on rants about President Trump many of times on social media but he makes it too easy.
We need a leader, a role model, a stable person to lead our country and our cities. We need to stop all this madness and start over. Our President sucks and I feel like this country is an embarrassment. I’m embarrassed to be an American right now. I want our justice system overhaul, I want gun reform, I want children to stay with their parents, I want people to be decent, I want CHANGE. I don’t want want to ever have to tell my children that their father was killed. I WANT CHANGE.
I am proud of my city. I am proud to call Wyandotte County home. I love how we all come together for the greater good. I hope that I never have to go to Children’s Mercy Park for a funeral again. I love how we support our heros.
Next time you think you are having a bad day, just remember, it could be worse.
I don’t want worse, I’ve had enough.
Photo Cred: Caylen Sunderman